Got to work SUPER DUPER early this morning. I don't have to be here until 9 and I'm here at seven thirty but oh well. But I swear church's chicken will be the death of me!!! I need to stop eating it and any other fast foods! I should really only start eating at home. I woke up this morning feeling bloated and fat no doubt from the church's and big lunch yesterday. I went full fat ass mode all day yesterday which is pathetic. I also forgot to wear my wait trimmer today. I'd probably run off and forget my head if it wasn't attached to my body, such is my life. I also really need to get my spending under control while I'm working on my middle. There is no reason for me to be spending $50 a day on bullshit when I'm used to surviving on $50 a week or less! I just need to pull myself together. Just getting my eyebrows done, but I NEED that. They look rough as hell and just disgusting! i am however very proud of myself for waking up early, getting a nice bath, and looking fabulous today!!! But on another happy note my love life is going really damn swell. Haven;t been this happy in a while, not just relationship wise but with myself as a whole in general. Which is AHHHMAZING!
KATIE START USING MFP RELIGIOUSLY AGAIN! Also, for any of my readers that use my fitness pal you can send me a friend invite on there to keep up with me to katiebweann (just say your from my blog)!
I'm sitting here in bed realizing I haven't written in my journal thats been wedged between my matress for quite sometime now; so I figured why not just make it digital. This is going to be basically about everything now. Mainly centered on weightloss and whatever I really want. So I have a goal to lose 20lbs by August and I know I can do it.
To lose the wieght all I have to do is be self motivated, responsible, and determined. I've done it before and I can do it again. I'm tired of the yoyoing I want to look great for myself and my significant other. There's no sense in me being a fat lard all my youth! So how am I going to do this? First let's say I weigh 140lbs. That's what the scale at the doctor said nayway the other day. So here's a few things I'm going to do to accomplish my goal.
1. Buy a scale.
2. Only drink water.
3. Exercise EVERYDAY.
4. Always wear my waist trimmer to work.
5. Nothing but vegetables until August or just stay vegetarian.
6. Keep a clean house. Less clutter means more time to focus on you.
7. Giving up is not an option.EVER.
8. Crunches Crunches Crunches
9. Stay positive.
10. Be the skinny friend.
11. What you do today will effect your tommorrow.
12. Just because someone else is eating it doesn;t mean you have too.
13. A minute on the lips, a lifetime on the hips.
14. Nothing tastes or feels as wonderful as skinny.
15. Do it for the pencil legs this winter with your boots and leggings.
16. DO IT FOR YOU
I just want to be back how I used to be light and happy and healthy. I am over weight and there is absolutly no sense in it at all. I'm just a lazy fat ass right meow and there is no reason. Well I know the reason all the shit food I've been gorging myself on like a pig getting ready for market which is pathetic. Another thing...If whoever you are is reading this, if anyone is...please if you don;t have anything nice to say don;t say anything at all. Yes I;m being selfish becasue this is my blog.. I just want to come here and vent and not be judged. Well out it this way if you're judging keep it to yourself atleast your getting some sort of entertainment out of me.
And to think I was going to sale my Mac Air. This baby is about to become the epicenter of my weight loss. My little electronic compilation of everything personal... I'm a doodler and list freak so this would be the best way for me to do it instead of the gross and thousands of papers I have cluttering my purse and office and home. This will be much more simple. Talking about simple; it's time to down size lots of things in my life not jsut myself. The clutter in my home is maddening. I can sell so much stuff.... My little house is filled to the brim with Bullshit upon bull shit. My room is covered in clothing, so is my bathroom,spare bedroom, laundry room, closet, and various other places in the house. I literally have way to many clothes some are 10 years or older and omse still have the tags on them from god knows when. But, I'll get it done. And I just realized something my ass needs to wuit fucking procrastinating. I swear if I was making a tenth of a cent everytime I do so I'd be a multi billionaire in wway less than a year. My mind is racing right now and I could literally type all night and never sleep but I have work tommorow so I really need to go to sleep. This is when I wish I wasn;t working but I do love my money. I could sit at home allllll day typing away and reading that junk you can find at the far out ends of the internet world that sometimes are borderline bizarre......
