I realize every time I plan to fast. It fails. When I don't plan or think about food I don't eat all day.
So I'm still at 138.5 & it's bothering me. I've ate today too so I'm at 140. Just took some lax so tomorrow I am going to not eat all day. Drink my 2-6 liters of water & weigh myself Thursday morning. If I've lost great. If not what the fuck. I'm going to hit the elliptical tomorrow too for about 30minutes.
Well I just had about 2tblsp of PB. Oh well. Healthy fats. Moms bringing over mashed potatoes. I think she's a little worried. I'll eat some can't hurt. I took lax & I'm going to work my ass off tomorrow in the gym.
So intake after lax:
PB
Popeyes mashed potatoes
Popeyes chicken leg or thigh.
Lolololol
I'm such a fatty. But not eating anything tomorrow. Liquid diet only(anything) but I still have to get my 2L of water in. Then Thursday is weigh morning & crawfish day. Then Friday-Sunday is a water fast. Monday water pill.
That was my weight when I hopped on the scale this morning! Making progress! Today I'm starting a crawfish boil diet. A cup of crawfish a day. 1/2 a potatoe, & a couple bites of corn. Gonna just go with this little diet until my crawfish is all gone. I peeled 5lbs of it today. The tails filled up a 4-5cup measuring cup. So this is gonna last for about 4 days. I'm only allowing myself ketchup/mayo to dip them in; I have already pre-made a mixture of it. It makes my tummy really tingly and hot so they are kinda hard to keep down. Like I just want to go vomit right now. They taste so yummy but make my tummy burn:(
It's kind of reminds me of a mono diet except the corn & potatoe. I'll only eat them if I'm really tempted and hungry. But I'm done eating for the day. I ate 2 tails, & the gunk off the tails when I was cleaning them. Sounds gross huh? But it's basically all seasoning. Wait, that probably would explain my burning belly.
I just can't believe it though. After I lose 10lbs I will be at my first GW almost!! I'm so excited! I just have to stick with this "mono diet", lax after it, and take a water pill. So I have school all the days of the diet so I will have food. Then Friday I will be laxing (no school). Fasting Friday though Sunday. Waterpill early Monday. & my baby will be home Monday!! Looks like a or my plan all figured out. Just have to stay on the straight & narrow!!
Well I haven't gained or lost any weight after fasting for 24hrs then I had a binge. I felt guilty and purged. The only thing I haven't purged today is little potatoe I ate to calm my tummy after purging crawfish. I fell pretty shitty. Chugging my 2L of water first thing in the morning. & laxing. Or maybe a water pill. Actually probably going to fast for as long as I can. When it feels like I can't go anymore gonna chug a 2L then pop a water pill & see how much that motivates me to keep going. I just want to get this nasty weight off. Water weight or not. I want to know how much my actual body weighs. I need to weigh at most 125. 115 would be perfection right now for me. Just gotta get on my workout grind this week. Even if I'm fasting a yoga class never killed any one. I may go for a swim if I complete 4 days of fasting or atleast lay out by the pool to feel the wonderful sunshine. I just need to get another body wrap. Those things work wonder. Just the plain $8 golds gym waist trimmer from walmart. Worked like a charm last time! I also need to invest in some good thermogenic pills. I know the winning combo I just have to use it. Fasting with vitamins & weightloss supplements. I mean my lord it's not that hard; why am I making it seem like it is. I need to grow some balls, get my panties out a wad, quit bitching, & just DO THW DAMN THING!!
I'm very upset by the fact that I've laxed (lost 3-4lbs) which is good. But, I've been fasting 24hours now & haven't lost anything. I'm getting pretty upset & just want to binge on a hamburger patty with ketchup... This has never happened to me. Maybe I should crack open the water pills in the morning if I'm still at 140. Like why is this happening to me. I just want to be in the 120's before my bae got home. FML. Once I get there I will never let myself go again. This is just terrible. I hate being FAT. I want to say it's so not fair but I know it is. I let myself get this way.
KuRestarting my fast at 12 tonight. B/P today... Stressed & missing my baby.
Well it's 9:03AM. I would much rather still be in bed. I'm skipping class today. I'm so tired & want to knock this first day out. I know the first 3 are usually the hardest. I'm gonna go buy some laxative, very mild, to use every other day. I'm feel really bloated right now & constipated. I'm at 140 right now. I'm going to log my weight everyday. Probably morning & night. I can believe I used to be 118 this time last year. I've gained so much. I will get back down to that weight & keep pushing. I'm ready to see the number on the scale drop, to see my cousins jaw drop at the amount I lost, to have to get my ring resized, to wrap my hand around my arm again, feel light as a feather when he picks me up, to wear the shorts this summer.
I'm so excited bc these goals aren't far off. All I have to do is stick with this fast. I've done it before-I WILL do it again. I'm going to try & quit smoking along the way as well as alcohol. I want to be the cleanest on the inside I can be. Just perfect & pink; not covered in tar, plaque, & Shit. -SBL
I cannot tell you how excited I am to start my liquid fast. Going to stock up on juices, carbonated water, & milk tomorrow. Maybe towards the end of the 14 days I will do pure water. Straight from the tap. We have ground water so no chemicals are added. I hope to lose a good bit of weight.
I know this Friday through Sunday I am probably going to do just water bc I will not have classes. That way I can rest up at home & not worry to much. I will be doing ab exercises everyday. Something different everyday that I find on Pinterest. I will be sure to post the links and/or pictures to the workout. Feel free to join me &a comment on your day & workouts.
This means so much to me getting my body back. I'm doing this for me. I deserve the best I can be & so does my sweetheart. I want my flat sunk in tummy, hip bones, collarbones, tones arms, & nice booty. I'm going back to my awesome gap that I so dearly miss. I will never let myself go again.
But today was pretty shit. I binged on Chinese when I found out my mom cancelled out gym memberships. But who needs a damn gym when I have myself, a beautiful yard, tons of trails, & lots of workout videos. I'm going to start laying out when it's sunny outside also.
Gah I could write & write. Feel free to stop reading or continue. But this blog will have my weightloss journey. Daily updates. Molly(my baby ferret) updates. & my life in general concerning eating, fitness, clothes, & maybe some lovey Dovey shit. Who knows(;
This is a super old blog of mine but I love the template! Idk even what the old junk is I plan on deleting it tonight. For the MPA pals WELCOME(: So to explain the Life's a Hitch. My boyfriend is gone 14 days at a time with the oilfield, I plan my fasting around him & my dieting when he's home. Wish me luck you guys. Tonight at 12AM starts my liquid fast. I've lost 6lbs since Thursday. I want to be 125 by the time my boo gets home.
